well, today is my birthday. It's like any other day if you ask me. It seems like my birthdays get worse and worse. Along with Christmas, Mother's Day especially, and all the other holidays.
When i was a kid, i had awesome birthdays. Even when i was with my ex, i had awesome birthdays. Now they are just blah. I don't know what it is. I just want to sleep all day.
Maybe its something I feel deep inside, maybe its the thought of getting older, i have no idea.
My mom is planning on making me a party tomorrow. I may not even go.
I'm not even packed yet, and i don't plan on packing.
We were supposed to go to a comedy show...bleh, we're not going now.
i wanted to get my hair redone because a certain somebody said i could, now is being quiet and not showing me that he wants me to do it. I have no fkn idea what to wear. Unless i wear an eres clicka shirt. ya know, the ones that he brings me from work.
ugh, i am so miserable, its not even funny. Im so depressed.
Why was I given this life?!
I want to just run away!!
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